2019年10月頃思ったこと

If I could express my thought in English well.

When my mind struggled in the dead-end street, I feel I was trapped with the wrong thought. I was sticking with the wrong desire that made me unhappy. When I think about the third personality, who is delighted about my trapped situation? That must be Satan. I feel the Satan made all those traps to make people in the unhappy cycle.

All those were made by one personality who against Jesus I think.

We people are trapped in each different problem. I imagined who likes such a situation?

What I should do is help myself to release from such traps against the Bible and maybe helping others the same.

She wants to help her kids and would like to see them often but she is afraid of riding the airplane. Even the chance of death is less than traffic accidents. She has been sticking of her fear. She can't fix it. Who likes such a mental trap?

but I found it last night.

 2.5 years ago when I saw my mother alive, she repeated complaining about what other people have been done bad things to her life to be messed up. Her last focus was pretty much there. She repeated to me the same talk every 30 minutes or so. I'm her son, I was listening such again and again if such an attitude may reduce her mental pain. Who made this focus trap?

変えることのできないものについて苦しむ悩む、誰がそれを喜ぶのか。